Too young to be “hooked” on pain meds! So now what???

Hi there!!

Sorry I haven’t been posting very much. That’s the thing with CRPS in your hands, typing can really hurt. I’m looking at ways to sort that out. Smaller posts, software that types what I say etc. Mostly typing has’t been too difficult for me, (starting to hurt now) In fact I have found it to be great physio and part of how I reclaimed my hand. BUT… I have been taken off of my pain killers (Tramadol) and put back onto Endep (amitriptyline) so that it works along side my maxed out dose of Lyrica, 600mg/day. I was supposed to be on Endep anyway, but it and Tramadol have a tendency to cause you to have fits. I wasn’t too interested in that. To be honest, I was happy to get rid of the Tramadol because in a matter of 5 months it had made me high on 50mg when ever I needed, to not doing too much at all on 450mg/day.

I have started to see a new Gp and he agreed that the Tramadol was only giving me bad side effects and took me off  of it. But here is the catch… I get nothing to replace it with because apparently, 30 is too young to be hooked on Opioids. It wasnt opioids that I wanted anyway. Its a solution to manage the pain that Im after. I will say that I was a little panicked about leaving with nothing for breakthrough pain. Especially as I have no desire to go to my local hospital if my pain got out of hand. They only gave paracetamol/codene for my burn injury. Im sure they will break out the good stuff for that pain that they cant see…. The next hospital is 100km away, so Ill be asking what to do when I go back this week.

So once the shock had worn off, I decided to give being free of Tramadol a go. Its been about 3 weeks now and the withdrawals are gone and I feel so much better within myself. It seems that the Tramadol was adding to my problems more than helping. Although they were helping more than I thought. But there is no going back now! and I have stumbled onto some reading on going without Opioids and I am seeing not taking them as possible. But then I’m typing this a 4am because I’m in so much pain that I cant sleep. This has been the norm since I got off of the Tramadol, and Endep isn’t helping with sleep the way it should because the pain is so bad. Im just coping with the pain but It cant go on like this.

Im off to Adelaide in just over a week to see the pain specialist and organise the next Ketamine Infusion. I cant wait really. 3 days of rest, sleep and no pain. Heaven!!! Plus Im seeing my new Neurologist and also my Physio. I plan to come home with some solutions to my pain. Once al of my appointments are over, Ill be going to spend a weekend at my friends place and attempt to do something for my B’day. Its my second attempt at a 30th birthday. Last year I was in bed and in hell.

Ok, I’m in a lot of pain now so gotta stop. Ill post more, I promise. Even if its short and sweet. 🙂

Id love to hear your thoughts on my situation or if you have experienced the same.

xxx

IN THE MEDIA: Australia’s Pain Epidemic.

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The other day I was tagged into a Facebook post  of a news story called Australia faces silent epidemic of chronic pain that was shown on the current affairs show, 7.30, on the ABC (Aust). The story its self wasn’t exactly about CRPS but it may as well have been. It discussed the shortage of pain treatment in Australia and the long waiting list to access treatment. I once again was reminded of how lucky I was to get into treatment within three months. The story also went into the way we suffer and rely on addictive opioids to get by each day. I really related to this story and even felt a little emotional watching it. It was so good to see that we are getting some sort of coverage within the media for all sufferers of chronic pain.

Here is a link to the story:

http://www.abc.net.au/7.30/content/2012/s3548714.htm

And for those that cant watch it, here is the transcript of the story:

 

Australian Broadcasting Corporation

Broadcast: 18/07/2012

Reporter: Sarah Dingle

One in five of us will feel it and it costs some $34 billion each year, but how well equipped are we to face and treat chronic pain?

Transcript

LEIGH SALES, PRESENTER: Chronic pain is one of Australia’s most expensive health problems, costing our economy around $34 billion every year. Yet there’s only a handful of clinics that specialise in treating pain. It might surprise you to learn that these days, pain isn’t just considered a symptom, but a chronic disease in itself. Even so, most medical professionals still aren’t trained to deal with it. Today, the New South Wales Government committed $26 million towards developing new pain management services, but that will only meet a fraction of the need. Sarah Dingle reports.

SARAH DINGLE, REPORTER: It’s dinner time at the Quinzi house, but one member of the family hasn’t made it to the table.

ANTONELLA QUINZI, CHRONIC PAIN SUFFERER: When I get home, 6.30, quarter to 7, bath, I can’t even eat sometimes ’cause of the pain, and I wait for the medication to start working. Go to bed. I go to bed. That’s my solace.

SARAH DINGLE: It’s seven hours since Antonella Quinzi last took a heavy-duty painkiller and the strain is beginning to show.

ANTONELLA QUINZI: Right now I can tell you 100 per cent, I’m trying to hold it together, I’m in front of the camera, I don’t want to look like, you know… but yeah, it’s hard.

SARAH DINGLE: What kind of sensations?

ANTONELLA QUINZI: Well, numbness. Throbbing pain. You feel like the whole body is on fire. It takes your breath away.

SARAH DINGLE: Seven years ago, with her family complete, Antonella Quinzi had a hysterectomy. It was meant to be a routine procedure, to put an end to persistent gynaecological problems. But it left her with severed pelvic nerves and a shattered life.

ANTONELLA QUINZI: It got so bad two years ago that I didn’t want to live any more. And I know I shouldn’t say that. Because God gives you a life to enjoy to the fullest. And… you know, but we all get weak. There’s weak moments.

MICHAEL COUSINS, ROYAL NORTH SHORE HOSPITAL: Chronic pain is the most prevalent, most costly and largest health problem that at the moment is largely undiscovered and terribly undertreated.

SARAH DINGLE: At Sydney’s Royal North Shore Hospital, Professor Michael Cousins runs one of the few multi-disciplinary pain clinics in the country.

Patient Philip Lewington has chronic pain. Pain that persists long after the initial injury that caused it has healed. The former machine operator had his thumb crushed six years ago in a workplace accident.

PHILIP LEWINGTON, CHRONIC PAIN SUFFERER: I have tried acupuncture, pain management, drugs galore. Physiotherapy. And none of it’s worked. I thought about chopping it off, but…

DOCTOR: You thought about chopping the thumb off?

PHILIP LEWINGTON: Yeah.

DOCTOR: What do you think that would do?

PHILIP LEWINGTON: I don’t know.

DOCTOR: Ha ha!

PHILIP LEWINGTON: Get rid of the pain I hope.

SARAH DINGLE: Here patients are treated by a team of specialists. Including clinical psychologists to ease the enormous mental burden of ongoing pain.

PHILIP LEWINGTON: My life, family life is nowhere near what it was. Um… sex life, basically non-existent, because of medication and what not. So not good at all.

SARAH DINGLE: It may not seem like it, but Philip Lewington is one of the lucky ones. Many wait for years for this kind of treatment.

Victorian pain specialist Dr Michael Vagg is says it’s a national embarrassment that that Australia pays almost no attention to its epidemic of chronic pain.

MICHAEL VAGG, PAIN MANAGEMENT UNIT, GEELONG HOSPITAL: One in five Australians will develop chronic pain at some point in their life, and only one in 20 of those people will have it adequately addressed.

ANTONELLA QUINZI: You live your life around the tablet.

SARAH DINGLE: Like many sufferers of chronic pain, Antonella Quinzi went to her family GP, who prescribed the opioid painkiller oxycontin. Now she’s an addict.

ANTONELLA QUINZI: The first year of taking the oxycontin I went from five milligrams to 10, 15 and 20, then I went up to 30.

SARAH DINGLE: Without the medication, the pain is overwhelming. She gets rashes and starts to shake.

ANTONELLA QUINZI: And that’s the reason why I’ve had to do little sneakies and take extra oxycontin at work. When you’re desperate, you will do anything to get rid of that anguish and pain.

MICHAEL VAGG: Many GPs feel compelled to provide strong painkillers, even though the best evidence would suggest in many cases they’re not improving people’s quality of life in the long term.

SARAH DINGLE: Pain specialists say chronic pain is caused by damaged nerves, sending electronic signals to the brain, and it could be that drugs are not the answer. Instead, surgeons are working with technology, inserting electronic stimulators next to the spine to block the pain signals. Now Australian researchers are about to take this much further, in a world-first.

MICHAEL COUSINS: There’s the tip of the needle. So that’s still going in the mid-line. That’s really good.

SARAH DINGLE: Professor Cousins carefully inches the electronic stimulator close to the spine.

MICHAEL COUSINS: Still wants to go a bit to the left. It’s OK to go a little to the left but not too much. All right, we’re ready to do a trial stim now.

SARAH DINGLE: For the first time, the surgeon can see live nerve responses recorded as he operates. And move the stimulator so it best blocks the pain signal.

MICHAEL COUSINS: The electrode is just to the left side of the midline. And half a millimetre of difference in position will produce a different area of stimulation. So we’re waiting now to see what the patient actually feels.

NURSE: Is that tingling?

PATIENT: Yes.

NURSE: And is that in your left side?

PATIENT: Yes.

NURSE: Is it in your left back?

PATIENT: No.

NURSE: Buttock?

PATIENT: Um… no. It’s, like, down the whole leg.

MICHAEL COUSINS: We might bring that down just a touch then.

NURSE: Yep. Electrons 2, 3, four when you’ve got ankle, all of them there, just to the middle of the buttock.

MICHAEL COUSINS: We managed to get electrodes placed in just the right spot. She started to feel some pain relief. It will take a couple of days to get that fully operational.

SARAH DINGLE: For now, Antonella Quinzi’s only source of pain relief is medication. But she clings to that same hope for a cure.

ANTONELLA QUINZI: Pray for healing. I pray for healing. I pray that I will wake up one morning and… not have this.